Pushed Away

Pushed away, I stepped back away

Lying on the ground away from you now

Lost… though I’ve begun

Lost… though I’ve found, myself… Once again I returned to you

Drawn to you, is this wills or fate

Fair you say, is this fair to say…

Fair ain’t got nothing to do with this,

And yet I spin the wheel, hovering between longing and missing

Repulsed by my addiction to you

These heart strings cut far too short, if only you knew.

I lay I lay I lay for you

No longer repressed by your demise

No longer depraved tongue twisted or shy

No longer do I sit here wasting my time

Push you away, step back away

Shaken and unspoken

Simplicities were not your strength

Stepped back, push me away

Staggered drunk on the lies

Lines they frame your pretty face, Lies for all seasons, two-faced

Pushed me away, stepped back away

Simple things were never enough

Dowse me in oil and flames, set this heart on fire…

Burn me to the ground

Release this simple girl,

Release me, to the lost and found.


All Words Written by Evelyn Wayde © 2019 – 2020

Published by evelynwayde

Writer, Blogger, Mother, Narcissistic Abuse Survivor, Intuitive & Self-Care Advocate.

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