Pushed away, I stepped back away
Lying on the ground away from you now
Lost… though I’ve begun
Lost… though I’ve found, myself… Once again I returned to you
Drawn to you, is this wills or fate
Fair you say, is this fair to say…
Fair ain’t got nothing to do with this,
And yet I spin the wheel, hovering between longing and missing
Repulsed by my addiction to you
These heart strings cut far too short, if only you knew.
I lay I lay I lay for you
No longer repressed by your demise
No longer depraved tongue twisted or shy
No longer do I sit here wasting my time
Push you away, step back away
Shaken and unspoken
Simplicities were not your strength
Stepped back, push me away
Staggered drunk on the lies
Lines they frame your pretty face, Lies for all seasons, two-faced
Pushed me away, stepped back away
Simple things were never enough
Dowse me in oil and flames, set this heart on fire…
Burn me to the ground
Release this simple girl,
Release me, to the lost and found.
All Words Written by Evelyn Wayde © 2019 – 2020
