Wiped out shut down 

Lost in my mind 

Move my body to feel anything but you

Sweat subsides

Lost time 

Circulating and repentant of what was never mine 

Circulating a past of a time long gone by

Fight for harmony in my mind

A place of push and pull

Refuse to close my heart, 

Open myself to love 

Disharmony will not win the place in my mind 

Belief is stronger then any past demise

Strength of heart, strength of mind, strength of heart 

Believe I hear her say, 

Believe and you are halfway there

Don’t give up the fight

Stars in my eyes, hope catches me

Clouds of dragons in the night sky 

Clouds of fear fading 

Loving kindness supports me

Shimmering dreams of purest joy 

Lightness of heart 

Refusing to give up

Not tonight, not today, not ever

© All words written by Evelyn M Wayde

Published by evelynwayde

Writer, Blogger, Mother, Narcissistic Abuse Survivor, Intuitive & Self-Care Advocate.

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