Who Sways the Difference

Finding a balance between us

Longing and wanting overseen by the realities of a lived life

Closed doors and frustrations,

Pressures of non equal sides

Who sways the difference

Who decides

Who gets warmth or salvation

Who gets to decide

Substance of language

No challenge no gain

Pressures all present

Each past carries it’s own weight

© All Words Written By Evelyn M Wayde

Hidden

Hiding

Simple

Clean

Fear

Desperate

Climbing walls

Next to me

Still

Living but

Not here

Nor Alone

Wanting

Craving

Determined to hear the sounds

Lengthy

Lifeless

Abandon

Tool for two

Insecurities

Playing

Hide and seek

Between where I am and where I once was

Old faces appear

Lost displaced

Will to be

Will it to come

Into existence

Again

Pleasure

Obscure delight

Restless sounds

Escape my mind

Just to be with you

Should of known

Life is not as I thought it would be

Let it out

Can’t take it back

Am I strange

Am I wanting

Who knows who

Who knows waiting

With you

Does he predict

Does he pretend

Want to be restless with you

Want to be deprave like you

Can’t stop to fight

Let go before

Nowhere to go

Left to my own devices

Carry on without you

I refuse to be lonely

©All words written by Evelyn M Wayde

Desire the Gift of Touch

When we talk my body lights up

Want this to be whatever it will be

My desires to be feed

Want to lay with you

Watch you walk through my door

Let you lay my body down

Let you explore my purest of desires

Let lust delight in your eyes

Bask in the energy we hold

Surrender to what maybe and what may not

Not scared anymore

Let the feeling of touch heal me

Thoughts drift away

To a place I could of only dreamed

Precious gift of touch is where I want to be

Holding you, holding me

© All words written by Evelyn M Wayde

Got Me Lost in Your Eyes

Turning to you is what I want to do

Let this feeling subside

Let things lie as they are

My imagination takes me to a world of make believe

Want to touch you want to be close

Life’s got me in circles

Stretch to the limits of of time

Let you go but want you to be mine

Stupid cupid got me lost in your eyes

© All words written by Evelyn M Wayde

The Longing Ain’t Me

Trust beneath my eyes

Want to let you in, 

The games got me frozen into the night

Don’t want play hide and seek with you 

Want to open my heart 

Let it all in 

Show me, tell me the stories of your heart 

Let me know what you’re feeling 

Tell me what you want 

Scarred parts of me wanted you more than me 

Show me what you want 

I’ll give you heaven 

I’ll let you have it all 

Let it be, let this be 

Allow the joy to begin 

Allow me to know the depths of your heart 

© All words written by Evelyn M Wayde 2021