Shame, Blame and All Things Self-loathing

Shame blame and all things self-loathing; exploration of heavy emotions diving into darkness to uncover the light within us all.

No Contact: Life After Narcissistic Abuse

‪ “Real transformation happens when we have reached all of our limits”. E.Wayde It can often become easier for us to dwell on our abuser, their ‘new life’ and their ‘new supply’ or new partner, as they taunt their victims, from a distance and flaunt an often sickening display of their ‘newest’ relationship or supposedContinue reading “No Contact: Life After Narcissistic Abuse”

Forgotten time of a Child

Forgotten time of a child Time gives to misplaced memories Distorted faces and places Emotion sits dormant and sunken Her heart beats restless and unstill Frightened by the sounds Frightening screams as she watches them argue Isolation became her sanctuary Silent games played for hours Living in her dreamland Living in everyone’s shadow Her homeContinue reading “Forgotten time of a Child”

Fake Promises

He has eyes of the deepest blue, one look, one touch, one kiss was all it took for his poison to take hold in my veins… He was like no drug I had known before, one hit and he was all I craved. EWayde © He said things would be different this time. He saidContinue reading “Fake Promises”