Brother

Do you ever feel life is too much Denounced left in the pain Deflection inside the walls of love What’s pain without healing What’s pain with no voice What’s pain if no one sees me Held to a standard of delusion Delusions held without reflections Held to blame What’s the use for all of itContinue reading “Brother”

One Thing to Miss

It’s been almost five years since everything turned to hell With this memory of you Yet I sleep completely free An anniversary displaced and fractured Random memories come to surface I pray they keep floating by, as I hold my pillow tight I wonder what you look like now Does she lose herself like IContinue reading “One Thing to Miss”

Do You Ever Think About It….

Do you ever think about it Do you ever want to play it for real Tracing in the back of my mind No warning not leaving no letting go Want to dip my feet back in the waters Want to taste the bitterness Not hold it within Want to fulfil the craving Moving to theContinue reading “Do You Ever Think About It….”

Who Sways the Difference

Finding a balance between us Longing and wanting overseen by the realities of a lived life Closed doors and frustrations, Pressures of non equal sides Who sways the difference Who decides Who gets warmth or salvation Who gets to decide Substance of language No challenge no gain Pressures all present Each past carries it’s ownContinue reading “Who Sways the Difference”

Hidden

Hiding Simple Clean Fear Desperate Climbing walls Next to me Still Living but Not here Nor Alone Wanting Craving Determined to hear the sounds Lengthy Lifeless Abandon Tool for two Insecurities Playing Hide and seek Between where I am and where I once was Old faces appear Lost displaced Will to be Will it toContinue reading “Hidden”