One Thing to Miss

It’s been almost five years since everything turned to hell With this memory of you Yet I sleep completely free An anniversary displaced and fractured Random memories come to surface I pray they keep floating by, as I hold my pillow tight I wonder what you look like now Does she lose herself like IContinue reading “One Thing to Miss”

Hidden

Hiding Simple Clean Fear Desperate Climbing walls Next to me Still Living but Not here Nor Alone Wanting Craving Determined to hear the sounds Lengthy Lifeless Abandon Tool for two Insecurities Playing Hide and seek Between where I am and where I once was Old faces appear Lost displaced Will to be Will it toContinue reading “Hidden”

Pleasure

Obscure delight Restless sounds Escape my mind Just to be with you Should of known Life is not as I thought it would be Let it out Can’t take it back Am I strange Am I wanting Who knows who Who knows waiting With you Does he predict Does he pretend Want to be restlessContinue reading “Pleasure”

Childlike Self

Knowing not knowing is not a space I wish to be in… surrender is so much more then running a kin to abandon or the sense of nothing in return. Knowing myself, is a path in which I claim, the man who wishes to know me will honour me in my joy and in myContinue reading “Childlike Self”

The Wrath of Vengeance

If you wake with the smell of sweet perfume and a hessian bag neatly tied around your neck I say blink, I say breathe, because today may be your last day, today may be the end of it all Remember the days I shared with you how sweetly ones revenge might be, not knowing whoContinue reading “The Wrath of Vengeance”

Shame, Blame and All Things Self-loathing

Shame blame and all things self-loathing; exploration of heavy emotions diving into darkness to uncover the light within us all.