Momentary Bliss

All I would wish for, is neither here nor there This moment is were I sit My mind not here with me Momentary Bliss, takes me to that hit Where you lay your body next to mine Like a summer dream, bliss feels faded Not to fixate on your kiss, But your lips I wishContinue reading “Momentary Bliss”

The Dance of Life

Slide unwind catching up on time Hold my breath, Let the dance in me begin My heart unfolds gentler and raw, Sink beneath the arms of you, A lingering blood red sky Stars revealed. Lay near to me Soft touch of yours and mine Lay close, silent joy unspoken Whispering sheets of pleasant dreams LetContinue reading “The Dance of Life”

Reminiscent…. is the Scent of You

Reminiscent…. is the Scent of You Reminiscent, it ain’t me and it ain’t you Reminiscent is it me missing you Reminiscent of a sky holding hope for you Reminiscent of a space my heart held on for you Reminiscent walking holding your hand Reminiscent Locked up tied down, she drowns in a swamp filled withContinue reading “Reminiscent…. is the Scent of You”

Dead of the night

Day dreams are my daymares like nightmares circulating my mind in the light of day… it’s been days now, why now what’s up now?! ‘Your’ love slips me over pulls me under, slipping me under, got me fighting the pull, don’t let this one slip, don’t let me go back, under you. My skin crawlsContinue reading “Dead of the night”

How do we begin to accept our lives flashbacks and all After Narcissistic Abuse. Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD), as a Lived Experience.

In this article I share my lived experience of complex trauma (CPTSD), how in the beginning I had lost nearly all hope for any kind of peace, until one day I had a breakdown which became my breakthrough to finding a new lightness and a new way of being.